Fobia bas ekspress

Seperti rutin biasa, aku balik Penang naik keretapi dari KL Sentral. Balik sorang je.. Train sampai pukul 2.30 petang. Ada sorang bro ni duduk tepi ak dalam train. Dia nak balik umah mak mertua dia di Bukit Mertajam. So ada satu cerita yang dia sempat kongsi dengan aku.

So dia memulakan bicara "Aku fobia naik bas. Sebab tu aku naik train. Aritu aku balik naik bas, tiba2 bas yang aku naik tu terhuyung-hayang ke kiri kanan macam nak elak sesuatu di hadapan. Rupa2nya driver tu pejam mata, terlelap.. Apa lagi, aku pun tendang seat dia, sebab aku duduk betul2 blakang seat driver. Lepas tendang seat, baru driver tu tersedar. Menggelabah le dia. So dia ucap terima kasih kat aku sebab dia kejutkan dia. Kalau tak, terbabas la bas tu. Driver tu kata dia dah drive untuk 4 trip kL-Penang untuk hari tu. So dia mmg penat. Aku kata kat dia kalau dia sayang nyawa penumpang2, baik dia berenti tidur. So driver tu brenti tidur kat stesen minyak selama 30minit. Semua penumpang tunggu dalam bas. Lepas daripada tu, aku terus fobia naik bas."

Tu antara sebab aku tak suka naik bas ekspress (selain daripada dalam train ada tandas) . Aku xleh tidur dalam bas sebab nyawa penumpang ada kat steering driver. Bawa bas laju, kurang rehat dll buat aku xsenang duduk dalam bas. Kalau naik keretapi, kalau driver terlelap, at least masih on track. Walaupun ajal maut di tangan Tuhan, tapi ada sesuatu yang perlu dilakukan untuk elak perkara macam ni daripada berulang..

What's you want from love?

Love is sweet..love is pain.. It is either sweet or pain, depends on how you want it to be, besides on what He designed it to be.. I really couldn't understand on some people who still love someone who they know that their partner is totally useless, nothing good and should be dumped on the first day they dated.. The people said that love is blind, but they don't realize that the blind is them.. Today they say love to their partner, tomorrow they say "fuck off, go and die...babi, sial and so on.." and this continue for decades! So what's love means for them? If you want to be in love, make sure you love yourself first.. Don't put yourself in the situation that people say that you are dumb (in a relationship).. Give yourself some times (one or two months) if you are not prepare to be in love so that you could change from pain to sweet..